YOU are Beautiful.

Until you and I are one. Are we one with God or are we two different people altogether? Im not going to sugarcoat it and say that I have had a wonderful week and that everything has went exactly how I wanted it to happen... because this week it just hasn't. I have been trying to obey his voice and do what he has wanted me to do this week, and one of those tasks was one that I, myself, was not excited about doing, and when I did do it, after the fact, after last night, I feel a peace about continuing in what I have been doing and just praying for a certain family individual... Because I now see that it is not good for us to be together right now... complete opposite people. I can tell you however; that God has a plan in and through everything, and his love never fails no matter how manipulated or hurt we may be, he will always be there, and he always places people in my life when I need them... exactly when I need them. I need you like the rain, I long for your love so much, I want it, your pure touch, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL...BEAUTIFUL....SO BEAUTIFUL. God sees our hearts and who we are, inside and out. Every aspect. I need you to be here, come to me, I can feel you near, I love you, you are my hope, and you love me as your own. You are beautiful...beautiful... so beautiful. He wants us to know that we truly are his own and that we are beautiful and made in his very own image. I have been constantly having to remind myself of this through these challenges this week. & remind myself that he has a WONDERFUL plan for my life and is guiding my steps. He is always there when I need him and even when we feel like we don't need him he is always there. We have to remind ourselves of who we are in him constantly, because truly this world and even your "family" can get you very down on yourself when you know for a fact you did nothing wrong. I'm soooo blessed to have the wonderful people he has given me to be here for me and live their life to the fullest and encourage me too. Gods mercy and love are never-ending. & he has never given up on you? Not one time. I believe he is everything I need and everything I will ever need to live my life and right now, well this past year or two, I have felt closer to him than ever. & its the greatest feeling ever. I would never go back to the occasional prayer or reading of my bible. There is sooo much more liberty and freedom when you seek the one who sees you as beautiful and in his image. Oh happy day, you wash my sin away, I'll never be the same. Forever I am changed. Embrace his love and the peace he has for you today, even in life's struggles, in the bad and the good times. He is a never-ending, ever-present, never failing God who loves and cares for every aspect of your life, even the little things up to the big things. Oh what a glorious day!! He has BIG plans, during our BIG circumstances and issues. He still knows we are beautiful.