This is where the Healing begins.

There's freedom waiting in the sound when you let your walls fall to the ground. This is where the healing begins, this is where the healing starts when you come to where your broken within...the light meets the dark.--Tenth Avenue North

I have been listening to this song non stop for about a week now. This past week has been one of the roughest of my life. One of my inspirations Tommy Fields died this past Tuesday in a motorcycle accident. He was an inspiration, but even more than that, he was like a Father to me. I have grown up in church with him and sang with him every Sunday night since I can remember. I have been busy going here, going there, since summer has been here; and when this happened it turned my world upside-down as it did everyone that knew him. I have found out this passed week that it always hurts worse when it is unexpected and an accident. But as the bible says unlike those that have no hope we have hope that we will see him again.... and I believe it will be VERY soon.

I have also realized a few things that I knew before this happened but it has really hit home this passed week. Sometimes I realize, as most of you, I am sure that sometimes I get sooo busy in this world that I forget to involve him in my day and that is a wasted day, and I have realized that I have even more of a desire to live for him and do all that I can on this Earth to promote a Father that never leaves us and is always here, even when, "our world is crashing down." I know that if WE do not live this life out the way he created us too, we will never be satisfied. I am sooo happy that Tommy lived the life he did and spoke into sooo many peoples life through his life and through singing. He always made me smile and I know he is singing to Jesus, and having a great time. I would not wish him back here for anything, as much as I would like to see him again. I know I will get to see him soon. At his funeral, eight people were saved, I know he was smiling down and heaven was rejoicing. What a GREAT experience to see at a funeral. God was there. & seeing those lives saved was worth sooo much. God is sooo good, he can work in the most devastating points of our life.

Lets live this out for God, he gave his only son so that we could live and one day go to be with him and all of those that have died, and now with him, that we love and want to see again. He loves us with an unconditional love, and has soooo much in store for your life. In only we could grasp the thought of how much he truly loves us and live like we knew it. He is here to pick us up off of our faces whenever we choose. But its our choice, we have free-will. He will not force you into a commitment with him. But I can promise you one thing, it will not always be easy, and bad things still will happen because we are living in a fallen world but if you take that first step he WILL meet you, and once you take that step... its the BEST decision you will make in your life. A lifelong friend,father,counselor,savior, and comforter.

I love you all. Thanks for reading.